"I'm more liberated and happy than I've been my whole life.
I'm just happy."
I'm just happy."
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Superman Song
One of the saddest songs that I have ever heard is Five For Fighting's "Superman Song" which reveals the sensitive sad side of the man of steel and how sometimes "it's not easy to be me". There is a beautiful scene in the new movie "Superman Returns" where the new Superman Brandon Routh "Oh, he was gaaawgeous!" (meant to be said like Viv Tudor from "Little Britain") is floating in space staring at the world in solutide. The scene is looks more like a painting rather then a live action shot, and though the song is not played in the movie it was the first thing that came into my mind as I sat in the darkness watching this movie.
As and aside... Superman no longer changes in a phone booth as there are no more phone booths.
As and aside... Superman no longer changes in a phone booth as there are no more phone booths.
Friday, July 07, 2006
Monday, July 03, 2006
The Promise Pt 2.
Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you
If you'll be waiting
Together again
It would feel so good to be
In your arms
Where all my journeys end
If you can make a promise if its one that you can keep, I vow to come for you
If you wait for me and say you''ll hold
A place for me in your heart.
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you
If you'll be waiting
Together again
It would feel so good to be
In your arms
Where all my journeys end
If you can make a promise if its one that you can keep, I vow to come for you
If you wait for me and say you''ll hold
A place for me in your heart.
The Journey Ends...
All the "confussion" has been cleared up... I now have a clear conscience to move forward and return to reality... Though this journey was an experience I will never forget and always remember.
just 1 kiss - FIVE
just 1 touch - FOUR
just 1 look - THREE
just 1 love - TWO
ONE
just 1 touch - FOUR
just 1 look - THREE
just 1 love - TWO
ONE
Sunday, July 02, 2006
Fearless
The theme of Toronto Pride 2006 - Fearless....
So what makes me fearful??
"This scares me about everything ; especially the whole thing with Michael. The journey that I haven taken with him so far has been nothing but amazing in everyway, he is truly a gentleman and a very nice guy. I am just scared that in some way that I might get hurt, which I really cannot take on right now… or worst, that I might hurt him, which I would never want. I just hope for now that time will be good for me."
to this - "So throughout the night I kept seeing the guy from earlier and our eyes keep locking together… I have never really had that happen before, I met mike at the club in Toronto, we were standing in front of each other and our eye’s locked, but with this other guy our eye’s kept finding each other in the same way that we were both lost or something."
& 6:50am on June 26, 2006 I was dancing amongst a sea of sweaty shirtless men at the Guvernment high and feeling as much pride as one can feel at the last mega party of Pride 2006. There was nothing on my mind except the music. I was very much "fearless".... Then David Morales put on "U Came" and I was just engulfed into my own world of inner bliss... and a sense of realization. ""if you ever want to leave i'll be ok - as long as i have the memories of today - i'll be sad but if you're happy then i'll smile - cause i had the love of you for a while"
"Mike - sorry for all my problems that you’ve been tangled amongst."
I think it may be too late :-(
So what makes me fearful??
"This scares me about everything ; especially the whole thing with Michael. The journey that I haven taken with him so far has been nothing but amazing in everyway, he is truly a gentleman and a very nice guy. I am just scared that in some way that I might get hurt, which I really cannot take on right now… or worst, that I might hurt him, which I would never want. I just hope for now that time will be good for me."
to this - "So throughout the night I kept seeing the guy from earlier and our eyes keep locking together… I have never really had that happen before, I met mike at the club in Toronto, we were standing in front of each other and our eye’s locked, but with this other guy our eye’s kept finding each other in the same way that we were both lost or something."
& 6:50am on June 26, 2006 I was dancing amongst a sea of sweaty shirtless men at the Guvernment high and feeling as much pride as one can feel at the last mega party of Pride 2006. There was nothing on my mind except the music. I was very much "fearless".... Then David Morales put on "U Came" and I was just engulfed into my own world of inner bliss... and a sense of realization. ""if you ever want to leave i'll be ok - as long as i have the memories of today - i'll be sad but if you're happy then i'll smile - cause i had the love of you for a while"
"Mike - sorry for all my problems that you’ve been tangled amongst."
I think it may be too late :-(
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